sometimes I almost hate the life!
you do not know whom or with which associations I had been contacting.
one of them is harvard and another one is nature.
While I had criticized and attributed oppositively to harvard I could not see good evident/reason to criticize nature.
all of their staffes behaved me politely. I had provided them patentable paper.
and my all of papers will high potential to be patentable.
one of them were about a solution for some patients (got a bad disease and still there exists no cure for them)
I had mailed to nature and said them that I could send them without wanting money.
I think I did not think any foolish/stupid idea, but almost everyone is blaming me
at that time I only thought to help people,they are patient have no cure for their miserable situation.
on the other hand,I can't understand and could not clarify any of these details
a) why although I said and provided some samples to such a good/strong associations,I cannot take any assistants.
why although I have innocent personality and such bright intentions with original proofs ,I am living such economic matters.
the life is quite strange. two points
1) already anyone did not help me,and as you see the two of them are not weak nor unsuccessful. I do not remark anything to such strong associations, I feel me boring. and it does not seem ethic. but they already do not want to help me I don't think that nature is poor journal.
2) you and some friends who have PhD degree or who are student at PhD always advise me to hide that work. well,but ...
I feel me like a pinerous person whenever any scientist would converse with me and I interrupt the conversation via giving this reason
and one reasonable or meaningful query
probably anyone cannot predict how my life conditions are difficult .just asses this question seriously:
if I be died ,what will I do with these inventions?? or these days my eyes are being damaged/injured. I got a disease and cannot buy also a glass which doctor advised. and assess: what will I do with these invention if I lose my eyes?
Result: of course to commit suicide is meaningless and illogical. we should be patient.
but...in this stage I have to consider thi point: life is unscrupulous and strange ...
Edited by inverse, 17 November 2016 - 02:06 PM.