Good God you're jealous.
And get stronger meds. Much, MUCH stronger!
Oh now I get it.
I was cutoff from the borg collective to pool from for the first 25 years of my life. If I wish to return to my mortal form, it won't be for another 25 years. Life is a game of give and take. I hope you learn how to stick to the man one day. My role was receiver, now I become the feeder.